Friday, February 1, 2019

What Do I Want To Let Go Of?

There's probably a lot I could cut off me. (Metaphorically)

-PERFECTIONISM: I think good enough is probably something I need to accept more of. Otherwise, I'll just keep revising and rewriting the beginning chapters of Asia Minor till I die. 

-EXPECTATIONS: I think the disappointment that comes from not having them met. Especially when it comes to how other people treat me, is something I need to let go of. No one is going to treat me the way I want to be treated. Well, not those who don't love me. I think I expect too much of people, and of course, they always end up disappointing me. I'm learning not to do this though, so it doesn't hurt as much anymore.

-COMPARISON: Oh, Lord, you are evil. You need to die a permanent death. I don't know why you keep coming back. 

-THE PAST: it happened. Let it go. Forgive them. Yes, it sucks, but move forward. You've got a chance to make a better future. Don't keep looking back. 

-My INNER TROLL: That bitch is awful. I'd like her to get weaker. I need to listen more on the motivational guru. She's the mother I never had. She's also the motivation I think when I want to procrastinate. I think she's probably who I need to listen to more. She's the key to my success. Kindness, not punishment. 


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