So today, I'm hoping to be productive. I've been waiting for it to start for the past 10 hours.

I might be in trouble




I will try the write-2000-words-a-day method today. This is because after Chapter 14, I stopped all movement forward. Which isn't good because I still have 25,000 words to go, it's December, I sent first 100 pages to Penguin, and if I have to see this goal again for new year, I will scream.




Time is going by so fast. This year was hard but I can't believe it went as quickly as it did.

I consolidated my other blogs today. Some entries went all the way back to 2009. I was reading through it and I did not like the person I was then. She was unhappy and because she was unhappy, she was mean.

I don't know why I forced myself into a graduate program that I hated the first semester in. Three years later, I got the degree and the school and I each gave each other the middle finger.

Then, dum-dum me decided to go for yet another masters degree. Another three years. Yeah, I know I'm an idiot. I didn't hate the last one as much, I 'll admit.

I like what I'm writing now. I like what I'm doing. I really need to have faith in myself and see it through. I really think I can make it to the finish line this time around.