It has been a minute since I've blogged.
Let's see update on writing.
I'm doing surgery. At least that's what it feels like anyway. Cutting and hacking away into needless exposition. Rearranging plot lines. Sorta feeling like I'm killing all the work I've done as I see the word count dwindling more and more.
Today, I am having more anxiety than usual. The lack of confidence is back. Ugh. I thought I had gotten rid of it.
As I told Ginny, my brain is telling me I'm a fool, my heart is telling me this feels right, and my gut is telling me to get a brownie.
Write through the fear. The crippling, what-the-hell-am-I-doing fear. Putting all my eggs in a basket and I'm terrified.
Not of making a fool of myself. I'm more frightened by the reaction of those people who love me. What if I disappoint them. What if this is all a terrible idea? And when am I going to stop doubting myself and just be confident already?
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