I'm not as clueless as I was on the first one, still working on the second.
Here's what I know so far about myself. Well, 3 things anyway.
The Good
- My energy seems kinda nuclear. I mean like...it's more powerful than most people. It's been commented on since I was a kid. They say things like, "Wow, you're just a bundle of energy" when they're being nice. When they're a-holes, usually something like, "What are you on? Cocaine?". I never really paid attention to it, but I'm realizing that it might be a special thing.
The Bad
- My attention span, or that thing that -SQUIRREL!
The Ugly
The lack of courage and belief in myself. It's this flame, see. Some people have it burning bright from the get go. I have a brother who was born like that. He just knew he was awesome.My husband has it too. It's hella sexy.)
I need to work on this Imposter/Piglet side of me. I mean, I accept it. I am what I am. I will never get rid of the fearful nature. It's just there. A daily battle to be had. But I need to remind myself that I can control the worry. I can remind myself that I'm doing the best that I can. I need to remind myself that I am enough.
Courage. Have courage. Oh! and Faith. Have Courage and Faith. Need those two to be my baes. lol.
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