Tuesday, October 6, 2015

The Good. The Bad. The Ugly

They say that the greatest challenge in life is figuring out who you are. The second greatest is being happy with who you are. 

I'm not as clueless as I was on the first one, still working on the second. 

Here's what I know so far about myself. Well, 3 things anyway.

The Good
  • My energy seems kinda nuclear. I mean like...it's more powerful than most people. It's been commented on since I was a kid. They say things like, "Wow, you're just a bundle of energy" when they're being nice. When they're a-holes, usually something like, "What are you on? Cocaine?". I never really paid attention to it, but I'm realizing that it might be a special thing.
The Bad
  • My attention span, or that thing that -SQUIRREL! 
The Ugly

The lack of courage and belief in myself. It's this flame, see. Some people have it burning bright from the get go. I have a brother who was born like that. He just knew he was awesome.My husband has it too. It's hella sexy.)
 
I need to work on this Imposter/Piglet side of me. I mean, I accept it. I am what I am. I will never get rid of the fearful nature. It's just there. A daily battle to be had. But I need to remind myself that I can control the worry. I can remind myself that I'm doing the best that I can. I need to remind myself that I am enough.  

Courage. Have courage. Oh! and Faith. Have Courage and Faith. Need those two to be my baes. lol. 

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