Embracing Failure.

I am a bad writer.

Oh, my God. That feels so good to see. You have no idea.


I am a bad writer.

There it is again. Relief. Sweet relief. I can feel the pressure getting off me. This feels so good, I'm going to do it again a couple more times.

I am a bad writer.
I am a bad writer.
I am a bad writer.
I am a bad writer.
I am a bad writer.
I am a bad writer.
I am a bad writer.  Eh, screw the enter button. I am a bad writer. I'm a bad writer. I AM A BAD WRITER. Me, writer, bad. Writing badly, that's me. I'm a bad writer. Bad writer me. Have you met me? I"m a bad writer.

It's fine. It's not me. It's a muse. It's a muse that does all this. It's not me.

God, half the time, I swear, writing is more like this mental yoga shit than anything I've ever experienced.